D's nothing more intimidating than when a novelist is hooked up wth this penyakit called malas menulis. And this feeling seems to be steadily rising [me]. Two month I quit clicking d microsoft word..n funny though I can't find even d slightest reason 4 such unconstructive attitude - why! Aduz..Have you ever wondered why few writers sometimes feels they're working in a vacuum in front f their PCs or laptops? Not writer's block as my sis Rosiah theorized. But just lazy.. merely lazy..And this teruk feeling that ur accomplishment go clunk..? How u wish to smack or spank any penulis who comes up and mutter with pride the phrase like..'I tak boleh kalau tak menulis satu hari'. Bukan cemburukan dedikasi mereka..But just yearning to be among them. To sideswipe this unenthusiastic and uncooperative 'inner you' is not easy.
Tiba-tiba..teringat pula yg aku ni berzodiak Gemini. Errmm.. ada harapan sembuh dari penykt neyh..
Born under this sign. is awesome since there are two sides in every Gemini woman. Superficial or inconsistent. Sometimes may be lively and yet another part of us can be nervy. Unable to commit to anything constant n continuous. Tp boleh percaya ke..Ini bkn ramalan tp random search or survey about the behaviour buat mereka yg lahir dlm certain-certain month. Sebenarnya kurang baik sikap begini I admit so ..kenalah juga menongkah arus and try to place urself in d '5 percent' category. Bt at this specific moment..tunggu dululah..Cuba belajar ubah sikap..